I’ve come to the conclusion that everyone falls in love with somebody in their life who is disinterested in them. If everyone we fell in love with fell in love with us back, life would full of chaos. Jealousy would ensue, because we’d be having affairs with one another. Drunken parties would lead to unknown fathers of babies, because we all fell in love with the three guys sitting at the table across the way while being tipsy. We’d be confused, because we wouldn’t know who to keep.
Dustin didn’t remember a thing we did Thursday night. I can understand. Four glasses of straight everclear o.O I’m just glad I was aware enough of what I was doing to not do anything rash. Saw him again last night and we discussed it and laughed. He’s a fun guy to be around. I noticed Brandon got a bit tense when I talked to him. So I didn’t really want to push the issue. I gave each a brief hug (Brian, Brandon, Dustin) before leaving and Brian left with me because he wanted to head home before the guys did. He’s a good guy. We talked and he’s very insightful. I rather enjoy talking to him.
Anyone who wants to go to see Pirates of the Caribbean with me Monday night, say “Aye!”
~ she is everything to me, the unrequited dream, the song that no one sings….the unattainable….she’s a myth i have to believe in, all i need to make it real, it’s one more reason why i don’t know what to do when she makes me sad