Archive for June, 2007

Posted: June 30, 2007 in Uncategorized
I've become impossible
holding on to when
when everything seemed to matter more
the two of us
(all used) all used and beaten up
watching fate, as it flows
down the path, we have chose

you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow
you and me
if the world should break in two
until the very end of me
until the very end of you

awake to the sound
as they peel apart the skin
they pick and they pull
trying to get their fingers in
well they've got to kill what we've found
well they've got to hate what they fear
well they've got to make it go away
well they've got to make it disappear

the farther i fall i'm beside you
as lost as i get i will find you
the deeper the wound i'm inside you
forever and ever i'm a part of
you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow
you and me
if the world should break in two
until the very end of me
until the very end of you

the world is gone we have to hold on x3
the world is gone but we can hold on

you and me
we're in this together now
none of them can stop us now
we will make it through somehow
you and me
even after everything
you're the queen and i'm the king
nothing else means anything

Posted: June 30, 2007 in Uncategorized
We'll do it all, everything, on our own 
We don't need anything or anyone

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world

I don't quite know how to say how I feel
Those three words are said too much
They're not enough

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
to remind me
to find my own

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
Show me a garden that's bursting into life

All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes
They're all I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
I just know that these things
Will never change for us at all

If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me
And just forget the world
well it seemed like yesterday
when the world was looking dark, it felt so cold and gray.
and why the hell am i even here?
whats the purpose?
all i feel is guilt and hate and fear.

ohhh. yea yea yea. ohhh

till that day you came along
my heart was empty like the soul was missing from a song
and i thought i'd loved a few
yea, but no one ever made me feel the way that you do.

and hey little girl look what you do
oh i love you
hey little girl i love you

well i know im not always right
and girl it breaks my heart when iiii have to see you cry
so many things i wanna say
yea. now i know that your the reason im here today.

whenever your here just stay near
we'll be alright. yea alright.

hey little girl look what you do
oh i love you.
hey little girl look what you do
and you do...
when all my love starts running thin
i got you my own Cailin.

hey little girl oh i love you.

i love you. yeah. hit me.

yeah. ill be alright.
but i, i need you close.
please stay tonight
as long as your here just stay near
we'll be alright. yea alright.

hey little girl look what you do
oh i love you
hey little girl look what you do
i love you

and when all my love starts running thin
i got you my own Cailin.
hey little girl who i love
hey little girl who i love
hey little girl oh i love you.

Posted: June 29, 2007 in Uncategorized

Had a bad day, don't talk to me 
gonna ride this out,
my little black heart, breaks apart,
with your big mouth.

and i'm sick of my sickness
don't touch me, you'll get this
i'm useless, lazy, perverted
and you hate me

you can't save me
you can't change me
well i'm waiting for my wake up call
and everything, everything's my fault

went to the doctor, and i asked her
to make this stop
got medication- a new addiction
fuckin thanks a lot.

had a relapse, i'm outta rehab
it ruins everything
so point your finger, at the senior
he's in the pharmacy

you can't save me
you can't change me
well i'm waiting for my wake up call
and everything, everything's my fault

and i'm a death threat haven't slept yet,
baby why the wake up call
i'm a bad boy, tell the tabloids,
everythings my fault

whoa whoa yeah, write it write it
whoa whoa yeah, write it write it
whoa whoa everything's my fault
everything's my fault

i went to heaven, i couldn't get in
for what i have done
i said please take me, they said you're crazy
you had too much fun

you can't save me
you can't change me
well i'm waiting for my wake up call
and everything's my fault

you can't save me
you can't blame me
well i'm waiting here to take a fall
and everything, everything's my fault

you can't save me
you can't change me
(everything's my fault)
you can't save me
you can't change me
(everything's my fault)
you can't save me
you can't change me
(everything's my fault)
you can't save me
you can't change me
everyhing's my fault

Posted: June 29, 2007 in Uncategorized

Posted: June 29, 2007 in Uncategorized

Capricorn + Taurus

Earth + Earth = Solid Ground

Your
earthy, practical side resonates very well with the matter-of-fact
Taurean. Overall the two of you are very like-minded. Same elements of
the zodiac always have a lot going for them and this is a great start
to a relationship. As you are both earth elements, you will have a very
solid grounding together. Straight away you will see a lot of yourself
in each other.

You’re both quite traditional, and because of
this you’ll respect each other. You can depend on Taurus, and working
as a team, in very practical ways, will be the focus of your
partnership. Taurus will make you feel secure, because they are just as
ambitious as you and also place great importance on worldly
achievement.

There’s a very strong possibility of joining
forces with them to increase your chances of success. You seem to have
a natural understanding of how the other wants to do things. This is
why you can accomplish a lot together. And once you show your love for
Taurus, there’s nothing they won’t do to support your endeavours.

You’re
a changeable sign, and quite likely to try new things and experiment;
Taurus finds it hard to let go of the tried and tested. For the
relationship to stand a chance, Taurus must learn to trust you. Without
trust it will flounder. This is the case with all relationships, of
course, but with Taurus the issue is even more important.

The
sexual side of this combination may fall short of the mark for a while.
Because you’re serious and somewhat withdrawn, Taurus won’t at first
fully understand how to fulfil your sensual needs. But if they pay some
serious attention in the bedroom, things will work out fine.

You’ll
feel a special connection with Taureans born between 20 April and 29
April. They are doubly ruled by Venus, which makes them sensual, loving
and attentive. They’ll make you feel—and look—good. If you have a
problem with trust in a relationship, these Taureans will soon break
down those barriers and make you feel much better about love and
romance generally.

Those born between 30 April and 10 May have
only moderately good compatibility with you, but you can still expect a
lot of fun times, because they have a great sense of humour. They’ll
definitely bring a smile to your face.

Taureans who are born
between 11 May and 21 May will be easily the most compatible with you,
because they are co-ruled by your own planet, Saturn. They won’t seem
difficult to get on with. They have similar material and financial
goals, which gives you a great meeting ground.

Posted: June 29, 2007 in Uncategorized

To feel your hands running over my tattoos
as we sit here in the dark, after the fire has died down
You’ve memorized where they are on my body
and you have a clear picture of what they are
as your lips then brush gently against them
and the contact sends shivers through my body

Posted: June 27, 2007 in Uncategorized

In Erin’s eyes there’s a glimmer of hope
behind an iron curtain of disdain
In Erin’s eyes there’s a refuge untold
to conceal a wanderer from the rain

And you don’t get there by your intuition
it’s rather by acciden that you fall in
Cascading into her sea of tears
tossed by the wayside in her sanctuary

Let me kiss your cheek again
as I embrace you, my dear friend
All may leave, but your eyes still remain
They may guide me until the end

In Brian’s voice there’s an echo of laughter
enveloped by a melancholy song
In Brian’s voice there’s a calm of restitution
it will return a pilgrim where they belong

And you don’t get there by your own intuition
it’s rather by accident that you fall in
Floating into the hallow of his voice
crashing into the tabernacle of broken silence

Let me kiss your cheek again
as I embrace you, my dear friend
All may leave, but your voice still remains
It may guide me until the end

In Dustin’s hands there’s a solid foundation
on a hll plagued with earthquakes
In Dustin’s hands you can hold firm
while the rest of the world trembles and shakes

And you don’t get there by your own intuition
its rather by accident that you fall in
Down into the depths of the mine-shaft
surrounded by the fortress of his arms

Let me kiss your cheek again
as I embrace you, my dear friend
All may leave, but your hands still remain
They may guide me until the end

In Brandon’s aroma there’s a scent of earth
in an inferno of blazing fire
In Brandon’s aroma there’s a well of water
that’s enough to quench one’s desire

And you don’t get there by your own intuition
it’s rather by accident that you fall in
Sliding into the hermitage of his scent
encompassing by his incense aromatherapy

Let e kiss your cheek again
as I embrace you, my dear friend
All may leave, but your aroma remains
It may guide me until the end

All may leave but you still remain my friends
You may guide me until the end

Posted: June 26, 2007 in Uncategorized

i bartered with my co-worker (since it was slow and the time of the bar rush came and went and barely anybody showed up still…) to go home early…..and i slipped into bed and managed to sleep for 4 hours…..and this idiot customer in my dream left me a note on a napkin instead of a tip “you were an excellent waitress” o.O
so even the people in my head i can’t understand….i will most definitely be coming back into town and sleeping some more (i’m a sleep-a-holic)

Posted: June 25, 2007 in Uncategorized

~ when I’m lonely, I know I’m gonna be the one who’s lonely without you….when I’m dreaming I know I’m gonna be the one who’s dreaming about you