Archive for July, 2007

Posted: July 30, 2007 in Uncategorized

Buddy Holly rawks your face off!

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Who I look like in Hollywood

Posted: July 30, 2007 in Uncategorized
My cool celebrity look-alike collage from MyHeritage.com. Get one for yourself.

Posted: July 30, 2007 in Uncategorized

~ teenagers scare the living shit out of me

Posted: July 29, 2007 in Uncategorized

Anaesthetic Lulluby

I dream in blood red tipping the leaves of the trees
Razorblade fever will cure this disease
I walk up the stairs to my own tower of Bable
Surveying the world below, the cannibalistic feast of the rabble

Hush little baby don’t you cry
Everything’s gonna be alright
Doesn’t matter how much you fight
I’m gonna smother your life tonight

Eternal life and youth inside this dark tomb
Our knees have bowed to Baal and our lips have kissed him
In some strange and melancholy way we have become a wasteland
Gangreen encompassing over each rotting limb

Hush little baby don’t you cry
Everything’s going to be alright
Doesn’t matter how much you fight
I’m gonna smother your life tonight

Kevlar meshed into the skin
Makes me wonder if I can feel again
Pain requires a soul
But you forfeited that long ago

Hush little baby don’t you cry
Everything’s gonna be alright
Doesn’t matter how much you fight
I’m gonna smother your life tonight
(c) BKR 2006

Posted: July 25, 2007 in Uncategorized
Well I know it,
It's a shame,
a shame I can't show it

I see it
I can see it now
But I'm so far below it...

Bridge:
Don't wanna,
Don't wanna talk about it,
I say why not?
Don't wanna think about it
I say there's got to be some good
Reason for your little black backpack
Upsmack
Turn around he's on his back and:

(Chorus)
Don't wanna tango with you
I'd rather tangle with him
I think I'm gonna
bash his head in
This shouldn't concern you
Except that
Just don't expect to get your
Bloody black backpack back

I can feel you
Yes i can, what about that don't you understand?
I can sense you
Something sensual
But it's less than I planned

Bridge:
(Chorus)

You're tryin to find the reason
For the way you feel tonight
Your mind, is lined, with layers of lead
HAVE YOU HEARD ONE THING THAT I'VE SAID?

Bridge:
(Chorus 2x)

Posted: July 25, 2007 in Uncategorized

I lift my glass of wine to you
“cheers” I say as I sip it lightly
and you take your baggage somewhere else
The boy took two thirds of you
and hid it in a suitcase in his closet
leaving the rest of us with less of a person
that once stood in front of us as whole

I once asked to cry on your shoulder
and you offered it freely
but lately you just took it back on a whim
it always seems you give and then take away
like some freakish little game
that I never win, and for some odd reason
you never realize you lost as well
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I’ve been listening to  the Cranberries a lot lately. I haven’t really had much better to do in my free time. And when I’m talking online I can listen to them. I had one of those weeks that seemed surreal (as my day-by-day seems to usually be.) But even my fictional world that I’ve tried to hide in has fallen apart.
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I wish I could hold you close
and talk in a coffee shop
and do all sorts of crazy things
in your presence
and we’d never be lonely

But distance keeps us apart
and you don’t drink coffee
and the crazy things
sometimes confuse you
and loneliness is my only friend
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~ doesn’t anybody know that the world’s a subway

Posted: July 22, 2007 in Uncategorized

RIP S.O.S

Posted: July 21, 2007 in Uncategorized

as i (im) patiently wait for HP:TDH to come to my doorstep…..i’m eating nachos and reading xangas…..o.O

Posted: July 18, 2007 in Uncategorized

Help me if you can 
It's just that this is not the way I'm wired so could you please
Help me understand why
You give in to all these reckless dark desires, you're

Lying to yourself again, suicidal imbecile
Think about it, put it on a faultline
What'll it take to get it through to you, precious?
No one asks, why do you wanna throw it away like this
Such a mess, I don't wanna watch you
Disconnect and self-destruct one bullet at a time
What's your rush now, everyone will have his day to die

Medicated
Drama queen
Picture-perfect nonbelligerence
Narcissistic
Drama queen
Craving fame and all this decadence

Lying through your teeth again, suicidal imbecile
Think about it, put it on a faultline
What'll it take to get it through to you, precious?
No one asks, why do you wanna throw it away like this
Such a mess, I don't wanna watch you
Disconnect and self-destruct one bullet at a time
What's your rush now, everyone will have his day to die

Lying to my face again, suicidal imbecile
Think about it, put it on a faultline
What'll it take to get it through to you, precious?
No one asks, why do you wanna throw it away like this
Such a mess, no one else, no one else

Disconnect and self-destruct one bullet at a time
What's your hurry, everyone will have his day to die
If you choose to pull the trigger
Should your drama prove sincere
Do it somewhere far away from here