Archive for December, 2007

Posted: December 30, 2007 in Uncategorized

“There’s a hole in the world like a great black pit
And it’s filled with people who are filled with shit
And the vermin of the world inhabit it.
But not for long…”


Posted: December 23, 2007 in Uncategorized

oh snap! >.< o.O; he’s spoken for….this sucks

Posted: December 23, 2007 in Uncategorized

~ bitches love me cause they know that i can rock, bitches love me cause they know that i can rhyme, bitches love me cause they know that i can fuck, bitches love me cause they know that i’m on time….throughout the projektz

Posted: December 19, 2007 in Uncategorized

You don’t know how much I want
to feel your lips against mine
locked in some sort of struggle
to hold onto each other against all odds.
You don’t know how often I dream
of your soft, sweet, sleeping breath
against my face when I wake up
at two o’clock in the morning
and look at the other pillow.
You don’t seem to realize how long I stare
at the pictures I have of you
adoring your beauty until I cry
from not being able to attain you.

Posted: December 18, 2007 in Uncategorized

~ sleepwalker what’s my line?

Posted: December 15, 2007 in Uncategorized

dumb ass boy #1:

After me being the only one he could rely on for certain things (i.e. get him from the bus station, drop him off at the bus station, buy him cigarettes and liquor, giving him a few rendevous to relieve the stress, etc.) said he only considers certain people his good friends and that he can’t trust any others (i’m not included in that list.) We had made plans for me to drop him off in Missouri. I thought we had decided that he stay here until after Christmas and I take him up there then. He’s now telling me that he wants to leave this weekend, like I haven’t made plans myself…oh hell no!

dumb ass boy #2:

All I told him was I was busy all week, and I am. He doesn’t want to see me on my terms, he wants me to come see him always. And there is no hanging out, just sex. I can’t seem to get him to come see me any other time, or for anything else. Yet hes angry at me? Oh hell no!

dumb ass boy #3:

My boss keeps making dumb ass schedules and when he tells me I don’t have to work them, he doesn’t tell anybody else, and he doesn’t scratch it out. And he just copy and pastes the schedule for the next week, etc. And usually I’m working by myself. But if it’s somebody else on the floor by themself, they insist I come in to help them? Oh hell no!

Posted: December 6, 2007 in Uncategorized

I want that I should not be lonely
whilst I drink from the cup before me
I should have somebody to accompany
whilst my madness prevails my mind.
The blank page is open before me
and the ink runs over it quite smoothly
for all the world and its eyes to see
the tempo of which I cannot find.

My bed is so cold right now, because I’m in it alone….and it’s so inviting and welcoming now, so why won’t somebody answer its call and join me at this second?