Posted: June 4, 2007 in Uncategorized

as aris sleeps soundly in the other room….looking like an angellic
little fairy from shakespearean lore…..i’ve decided that’s what life
is all about…..that peace that comes from her laugh and smile…the
need to comfort her when she cries….and wonder in her eyes as she
discovers what’s in the box next to her

i want to apologize to
all those who i have been a jerk to…..yes, that’s a long list….but
mostly i want to apologize to brandon, erin, and amanda…..my dearest
friends in the whole world and i seem to have driven away two of the
three….the only reason amanda sticks around is because they force her
in the same back seat as me on this trip….i shouldn’t have been pushy
with erin, nor should i have ignored the fact that my clinging to
brandon was driving him away, and i shouldn’t be so cold to
amanda…..i should find peace in your laugh and smile…..comfort you
when you cry….and view in awe the wonders of this world with you…..

as
for brian and dustin, i should’ve never dragged ya’ll into this….even
if it was just a small amount in my mind…..i should accept your
company for what it is, a time to spend with a precious friend of mine,
not a time to spread my doubt and insecurity

and this is the
only venue i can reach you at, because my phone doesn’t work too well
in the sparcely towered backwoods of oklahoma…but i will willingly
tell you in person how much i treasure you, miss you, and love you

I
John 3:16 “And this is how we know what love is, Jesus Christ laid down
his life for us and we ought to lay down our lives for our brothers.”

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